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4月10日 HEY ALL, WELL AS I SAID BEFORE I WAS GOING THREW ALOT OF THINGS, SO I HAVE BEEN OFF FOR AWHILE. WELL I'M BACK UP AND ROOLING AGAIN, BUT NOT TO MUCH, LOL. I JUST WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT U AND I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YA'LL. WELL I QUIT MY JOB CAUSE I WAS BLESSED WITH ANOTHER. YES I WAS HIRED AS A MANAGER OF A RESTRAUNT. SO MY PRAYERS WAS ANSWERED AND I JUST WALKED UP AND QUIT MY OLD JOB. THEY WERE MAD AT ME BUT IT IS LIKE THIS, THEY NEED TO LEARN HOW TO TREAT PEOPLE CAUSE WE HAVE FAMILY 2. YEA SEE YA'LL ME AND MY BABY JUST GOT OVER PHNEMUNIA WE HAD IT 3 WEEKS AGO. IT WAS VERY HARD CONSIDERED THEY DIDN'T PUT US IN THE HOSPITAL, BUT THEY WERE GIVING MY BABY SHOTS EVEROTHER DAY, SO THAT HELPED. BUT ANYWAY THIS IS WHAT PISSED ME OFF THE MOST, HERE WE ARE REALLY ILL, AND I CALLED IN TO MY JOB [THE SICK LINE] EVERYDAY THAT I COULDNT COME IN. WELL THEY WOULD TAKE ME OFF SCHEDUAL, BUT THEN MY SUPERVISER WOULD CALL AND HARISE ME. NOW THIS BITCH, PARDEN ME, BUT SHE WOULDNT COME TO WORK CAUSE HER TOE WOULD HURT OR HER KNEE WOULD HURT, BUT WE ARE VERY ILL AND WERE NOT IMPORTANT. MAN SHE PISSED ME OFF. I CALLED THE JOB AND WENT OFF. SO I HAD BEEN PRAYING FOR GOD TO GIVE ME A SIGN IF I SHOULD MOVE ONE AND HE DID. SO WHEN WE GOT ALITTLE BETTER I WENT ONLINE AND FOUND A JOB. I THEN GOT HIRED, AND WENT STRIGHT TO MY JOB AND QUIT. SHE WAS STANDING THERE LOOKING AND EVERYONE WAS ASKING WHY WASNT I DRESSED FOR WORK, SO I TURNED TO HER AND SAID HERE THIS IS FOR U, AND GAVE HER MY BADGE AND KEYS, AND SIDE I QUIT. AND YA'LL CAN MY ASS. WELL ALL SHE COULD DO WAS LOOK AND WALK OFF. I WISH I COULD HAVE TAKEN A OF HER FACE. IT WAS A SITE. BUT LORD KNOWS I FELT A BIG RELEAF AFTER THAT. BUT NOW MY NEW JOB IS GREAT AND I FEEL AT PEACE. SO THERFORE MY FRIENDS THREW ALL THAT IS GOING ON OR WENT ON THIS PAST YEAR THE LORD IS MAKING AWAY FOR ME. EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE ARE STILL TRYING TO HURT ME THREW MY KIDS AND OTHER WAYS, THEY CAN'T DESTROY ME CAUSE GOD IS HERE FOR ME. WELL GOD BLESS YA'LL AND WRITE ME I MISS YA'LL.  12月11日 TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS, I'M LETTING YA'LL KNOW I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN YA'LL. I HAVE BEEN THREW ALOT LATELY SO I CHOSE TO TAKE TIME OUT FOR AWHILE. I WANT YA'LL TO KNOW I'M BACK AND I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YA'LL. I PRAY YOUR HOLIDAYS ARE GREAT AND ALL IS WELL WITH EVERYONE. I HOPE TO HERE FROM YA'LL SOON, AND MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YA'LL IF I DON'T!!!  5月20日 TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS, I'M VERY SORRY I HAVEN'T KEPT INTOUCH. BUT I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH ALOT OF ISSUES AND I HAVEN'T HAD THE TIME. I HOPE I'M STILL ON YOUR FRIEND LIST . I PRAY ALL HAS BEEN WELL SINCE I LAST SPOKE TO YA'LL. WELL I'M BACK ON NOW AND I WILL TRY TO STAY INTOUCH WITH YA'LL. AND AGAIN I'M SORRY BUT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THINGS HERE TOO, SO NOW MAYBE I CAN CHAT TO YA'LL AGAIN. 1月26日 WELL I FINALLY GOT IT, THE HOSPITAL JOB!!! WELL I ENDED UP PAYING CHILD SUPPORT FOR MY OWN KIDS CAUSE MY MOM REFUSES TO GIVE THEM BACK. BUT WHAT WAS FUNNY IS SHE WAS TRYING TO GET RETROACTIVE, SINCE THEY WERE BORN, AND SHE NEVER HAD THEM SINCE THEN. SHE WAS TRYING TO GET ALOT OF MONEY CAUSE SHE IS RUNNING AROUND STEDY PAYING EVERYONE ELSES BILLS. WELL SHE DIDN'T GET WHAT SHE WANTED. BUT ANYWAY NOW I GOT THE HOSPITAL JOB AND SHE WANT GET WHAT SHE IS GETTING NOW, CAUSE I MAKE LESS. SEE SHE LYED IN COURT AND SAID I DO NOTHING FOR THEM, I DO EVERYTHING FOR THEM EVERTHING THEY SAY OR SAYS THEY NEED I GET. OR WHATEVER THEY TELL ME THEY WANT, THEY GET. SHE IS JUST PISSED CAUSE I COUGHT HER AND MY SISTER IN A LYE AND SHE CAN'T HANDEL IT. SHE HAS TO ALWAYS BE RIGHT, AND THAT IS WITH EVERYONE. EVEN HER FAMILY. WHEN SHE IS WRONG SHE CAST YOU OUT HER LIFE. BUT I'M NOT WORRIED I HAVE BEEN DOING WITHOUT THEM, SO AS LONG AS GOD IS BY MY SIDE I'M FINE. AND I'M HERE TO SAY I KNOW I HAVE DONE ALOT OF WRONG, AND I GOT COUGHT UP AND I PAYED THE PRICE!!! BUT THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE FROM ME OR ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD INCLUDING MY MOTHER. HER AND EVERYONE ELSE HAS DONE WRONG SOMEWHERE IN THERE LIFE, { YOU JUST NEVER GOT COUGHT} SO DON'T KEEP CONDEMING ME OR JUDGING, THERE IS ONLY ONE JUDGE. AND ONE YOUR DAY IT WILL BE ALL BEFORE YOU. SO I'M LIVING MY LIFE RIGHT, {DRUG FREE AND ALCHOLE FREE} AND TRYING TO LIVE MY LIFE. BUT I HAVE SEEN IS THAT, THATS WHAT YA'LL HATE THE MOST. YOU CANT KEEP ME DOWN. SORRY PEOPLE BUT BECAUSE YOUR SO UNHAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE, I VERY MUCH LOVE MINE, SEE I'M ME, I DON'T HAVE TO BE WHAT YOU WANT. AND THIS IS WHAT IS KILLING YA'LL. SO WHY YA'LL TRYED TO BRING ME DOWN AGAIN, THE GRACE OF GOD BROUGHT ME BACK UP. EVIL NEVER WINS IN THE END!!! I REALLY WILL KEEP PRAYING FOR YA'LL CAUSE I HAVE TO MAKE SURE YA'LL GET TO HEAVEN, THE ONLY WAY WILL BE THREW SOMEONE ELSE. YA'LL HAVE TOMUCH HATE IN YA'LL. I MEAN YA'LL LYE ON ME TRY TO CAST ME OUT CAUSE YA'LL GET COUGHT UP, THEN TURN AROUND AND STAB EACH OTHER IN THE BACK AND CAST EACH OTHER OTHER. SORRY TO SAY BUT I DO PRAY THAT GOD MENDS YA'LL'S EVIL HEART. NO MATTER WHAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YA'LL, BUT GET OFF THE DRUGS AND STOP TRYING TO LIVE PEOPLE'S LIVES, AND EXCEPT THE FACT { TO THANK GOD WE'RE ALL STILL ALIVE} YOU COULD BE GONE TODAY. 12月11日 WELL AFTER ALL THESE YEARS MY MOM HAD ME SERVED WITH CHILD SUPPORT PAPERS. I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING SHE SAID, AND EVEN OFFERED HER MONEY TO HELP ON HER BILLS. SHE TURNED EVERYTHING DOWN, ALL THE TIME. NOW I HAVE BEEN OUT OF PRISON FOR 6 YEARS AND I HAVE DONE MY BEST, AND NOW I LOSE EVERTHING IN THE STORM. NOW SHE WAITS TIL CHRISTMAS TO HAVE ME SERVED. THIS IS BULL SHIT. SHE KNOWS I LOST EVERYTHING AND HAD A BABY, SHE INSIST ON TRYING TO HURT ME, BUT YET SHE REFUSED EVERYTHING. WELL I WILL SAY NOGO WILL COME OF THIS, GOD WILL SEE TO THAT. I HAVE TRYED TO GET MY KIDS BACK, BUT EVERY TIME THERE ARE ABOUT TO COME BACK, SHE GETS PISSED OFF AND THEN KEEPS THEM FROM ME. THIS ISN'T RIGHT SHE IS USING MY KIDS AGAINST ME, AND IT IS HURTING THEM. IF ONLY WISHES DID COME TRUE, I WOULD WISH SHE WOULD CHANGE HER EVIL WAYS. SHE HATES THE WORLD IF IT ISN'T GOING HER WAY. SHE HAS SO MUCH ENVEY AGAINST PEOPLE. I WISH SOMETHING WOULD HAPPEN TO CHANGE HER WAYS EXPECIALLY TOWARD ME. I LOVE HER TO DEATH, BUT I HATE HER WAYS. |  |
11月5日 WELL I'M REALLY LAUGHING MY HEAD OFF, PEOPLE ARE SO CRAZY. I LOVE SEEING HOW THEY THROWING THE BIBLE AT EVERYONE BUT YET THEY DON'T LIVE BY IT. I REALLY HATE HOW THEY ACT AS THOUGH THEY HAVE NO MISTAKES IN LIFE OR FAULTS. BUT ARE QUICK TO DOWN RATE OTHERS AND CONDEM THEM ARE TRY TO MAKE THEM LIVE IT FOR THE REST OF THERE LIVES. IT IS REALLY SICKEN. I REALLY WISH PEOPLE WOULD WAKE UP AND SEE, NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR JUDGING CAUSE THERE IS ONLY 1 JUDGE IN THE END. IT IS TIME TO PULL TOGETHER AND BE AS ONE. NOT LOVE 1 MORE THEN THE OTHER, LOVE ALL. THE HATETRED AND ENVEY NEEDS TO STOP. REMEMBER NOONE IS PERFECT HERE, ALL HAVE MADE PLEANTY OF MISTAKES, AND TO LIVE ONES ON LIVE THE WAY THEY CHOICES SHOULD NOT BE USED AGAINST THEM. BE HAPPY FORTHEM IF THIS IS WHAT MAKES THEM HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! WELL I PRAY FOR ALL, AND MEANING ALL, I HOPE PEOPLE CHANGE, JUST BECAUSE YOU WERE RASIED SOME WAY DOESN'T MEAN IT IS RIGHT BY GOD. MAYBE IF YOU MAKE THE FIRST STEP TO CHANGE MAYBE OTHERS WILL FOLLOW. YOU TRULLY MIGHT FEEL BETTER.
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